A lie

Shall  I tell the truth?
A story begins with a lie,
should it ends with a lie too?

Shall I tell the truth?
I am scared,
I am nervous,
Either out or in,
The consequence  that I have to face,
Obviously,
My heartbeat, dup dap, dup dap..
Like a train - which was in its destination.

Shall I tell the truth?
People will know,
People would not trust me anymore,
And,
Obviously, once we lie,
We will keep lying and lying..

Shall I tell the truth?
Yes, I shall tell the truth!
Why?
Because I'm not a liar,
And,
I don't want to become a LIAR..